I started this about a month ago in January and I am just
posting it now but a lot has happened causing the delay so here goes.
So many wonderful blessings have happened they have put me
in mind of dealing with self. Some things have been praying on my mind so
strong that I woke up startled with the strongest compelling thoughts. I am obligated
to get and keep my life in order. First must be forgiveness of self and others;
I went on a crusade to see justice done to the people who stole my home. Maybe
that crusade motivated me to fight back but at this point, I recognize that
forgiveness was not included in my crusade and that is not a right way of thinking
or being. Now don’t get me wrong, I am not saying I am giving up the fight they
are two different things. Forgiveness to me means letting go of my pain and
anger which I can do while still getting the word out regarding mortgage fraud
and predatory lenders. They are two different things.
I cannot be a good steward over my own life if I cannot
forgive those who have harmed me. Now let us be clear, that does not mean be a
fool it does not mean accept people’s garbage and it does not mean I am
obligated to associate with everyone nor they with me. We all have our own
little ways that can work nerves. For me forgiveness means letting you be you
and me be me blessing you and praying for your peace of mind.
I will continue to write my web site and blog keeping the
public informed on what has happened but I am releasing the hatred and anger I
felt toward ALL of them.
(Next blog will be on family; it’s a good thing I am the
only one reading this!!!!!)
